It doesn’t happen often, well, not these days anyway, but every once in a while something pops up that reminds me I’m head injured.
You would think after almost 19 years my life would have probably leveled out. Everything that was going to be different would be different and everything that was going to be the same would be the same.
At least that’s what you would think.
That’s what I would think.
Actually, that’s what I used to think.
I don’t even know where we were, or what we were doing and I don’t even think it matters. Whatever it was, I started laughing and that’s when it happened. The look on Melissa’s face told me that something wasn’t quite right.
“What?”
“Your eyebrows!” Came the startled reply. “They just did that cute thing that they used to always do…you know...before the accident…”
And my heart sank.
It’s hard to face the fact that a character trait is missing. It is especially hard when the character trait in question is something that your wife remembers was “cute.”
She tried to show me, but to tell the truth I don’t even know exactly what it is that’s missing. I mean really, how many times do you see your own eyebrows while you're laughing?
I know I’m not exactly the same. And really, wouldn’t I have changed anyway? It’s been over 18 years!
What gnaws at me is the fact that there’s something I’m missing.